Dear Boy I currently have feelings for…

There’s a lot you don’t know about me, first of all I’m not as innocent as you think. I’ve slept with more guys than you’d like to know. I’d like you to realise that the last person i just snuggled with, like we did, was with my boyfriend in august 2010. The fact that I could actually pinpoint the date should say enough but I’m going to vent some more.

After breaking up with this guy, I was obviously upset…My boss on the otherhand was always happy and he never had a girlfriend. He just had lots of meaningless sex. I also began to do this to see if it would make me as happy as him. It did……for a day or two but that was it.

Then you came along, and lectured me about one night stands without even knowing anything. This was just before schoolies and I actually listened to you, toning down my usual self at schoolies solidly. Then 12 days ago we just cuddled and kissed and it was the nicest night I have had since the one back in 2010…..534 days before. You have to be able to see why this is such a big deal for me…I slept with too many guys but did not snuggle with one of them. I felt comfortable enough with you to feel that we could just hug and I didn’t feel I had to give you something more to keep you there.

I really hope you and this other girl you hung with out, dont work out.

That is all

@3 months ago